You Smile, I Smile

The past few weeks have been the hardest, most exhausting, and yet best days i have had so far in my college career.
I have been trying to survive on less than two-four hours of sleep each night. It's been a challenge and not something i would recommend to others. I am ready for another break from school and life. The pressure of a relationship has also come into play. I wouldn't trade my amazing new boyfriend for anything but the challenge of balancing has been a struggle.
He makes me laugh even when I don't want to smile or be happy. He smiles and I cannot help but smile. He makes me feel wanted and special, like i am actually someone to another person. It truly is an amazing feeling.
I can only hope and pray my weeks will get better and constantly thank God for the blessings i have been given. When I least expect it He brought so many great things into my life and allowed me to experience life in a completely new way! All I can do is smile all the time and I know at times God is not pleased with my falling away from him, but like my new man, he keeps me safe in his grasp and I am assured everyday of God's grace and assurance he will never let me go. I feel as if he iis looking at me saying, You smile, I smile.
**living the life but always dreaming**